Ok so I moved to Tampa
After everything that I said about finding myself and wanting to stay single, I didn't do a very good job. I ended up falling very hard for Jason. Don't get me wrong I think i adequately got over Aaron and put myself together despite some serious obstacles to overcome. So I don't think that dating him was a mistake or that I haven't learned a few things about myself. The relationship was very mature and made me very happy. I think with him I also learned more about myself and some important lessons from him directly.
No the problem is that I then had to leave him to come here and I am very torn about my emotions. Part of me knows that a long distance relationship is very hard and you have to make serious sacrifices for it. But part of me is also still so attached to him, to us, that I can't imagine a future where we are with other people... I have a lot of thinking, meditating, and praying to do before this can be resolved.
namaste
